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Mon Sep 05, 2005 4:12 am  |
Lassie?Still alive?Hope so  |
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Mon Sep 05, 2005 7:57 am |
 hi everybody !!!!!! of course i fell off the wagon.......   with all this hurricane stuff i have been glued to the tv watchin and smokin !!!!  butttt, yesterday at 2 30 i put them away and started the inhaler again.
:-& i am on a forum for quitting smoking. and it is very boring...they make ya feel like your at church or something  anyway im gonna give it a go again.now im dealing with constipation...is there a forum for that ???    . well im dyin for a smoke  but im'a puffin on the puffer i thought you's all forgot about me  but i was so into watchin those poor people. i almost felt like one of them... since i dont work and home all day , thats all i did was watch from before the hurricane hit. i new i was watching the walking dead.. soooo sad
.talk to you's soon.
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Mon Sep 05, 2005 8:34 am |
Dont understand me wrong,but I find it great that youre so empatic!I cant watch the Hurrican victims because I start crying,when i see them and it sais a lot about you,that it makes you feel so bad...good,that youve started again,keep it up!!  |
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Tue Sep 06, 2005 10:03 pm |
FAILED    but ill try again.darn it !
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Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:40 pm |
Hi,
I used to smoke but gradually cut down as i would not let myself smoke at work only at home then not in the car now i never smoke during the week, i dont even think about it during the week. The only time i now cant control myself is if i am drinking alcohol and then i smoke like crazy and pay for it the next day as i feel so bad. Then i swear i will never smoke again until the next weekend comes along. I am working on that one, cutting out weekend binge smoking. Cant be good for me!!! |
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 5:51 am |
i cant stand it.. i hate the smell .. i hate the taste.. i hate everything about smoking right now and i just cant stop... i try every darn morning... and fail
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 6:29 am |
try again,and again,and again...or kill all of them and encase yourself in your room for some days  |
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 10:17 am |
  hahhahaha,,,, that sounds like a winner... i wish it was that easy.i need to be locked up somewhere to break this nasty habit. well iam cutting down on how many im smoking.. i guess thats a start..even if its one every hour or two. that will be hard.. but i have to start somewhere , someway. so im just gonna try to cut down day by day.(if i can)well lets say im trying it this way as a start to try to stop.im sure ill think of other ways to try if that fails..
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 11:44 am |
| just keep going,gal!!!! |
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 1:40 pm |
thx...do you want to stop ? let me know..we can try together.... 
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Thu Sep 08, 2005 8:15 pm |
Boy can I relate Lassie!!! I too hate the smell, the taste..EVERYTHING about smoking  Crap I don't even I have the balls to TRY AND STOP...but I think about it  I think I need to be severly drugged for a few days in order to quit. Do they have smokers rehab??  I'd be the first in line.
Keep trying Lassie..you're doing wayyyy better than I am. |
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Fri Sep 09, 2005 9:53 am |
i do need to be in a rubber room !!!!!  still cutting down.. hiding from my family though.. having a couple of smokes outside.
 I CANT STAND IT !!! i still have my pacifier hanging out of my mouth AND IAM HIGHLY DRUGGED hour by hour...
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Fri Sep 09, 2005 12:46 pm |
| keep going,whatever it takes!!It is hard,but dont be scared about walking slow,ust about standing still. |
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Sat Sep 10, 2005 12:03 pm |
omg............ this is the worst day.. 2 and a half days.  still using pacifier. smoked 3 cig's today. thats down from a pack and a half a day a few days ago... BUT THIS IS THE WORST.i cant drug myself anymore than i am...omg is all i can say. i just want to say f*cked all right now... but i cant.. i want to be in a comma right now. i just dying for one but i cant. if i fall off now im not trying again and going thru this agony ever.  im goin to bed. talk to ya's soon...
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Sat Sep 10, 2005 12:29 pm |
poor sweetheard,I hope youll make it  treat yourself with something speciall evry not smoking day... |
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Sat Sep 10, 2005 12:37 pm |
thank you sweety smarty.. glad your there.and that you care and are following me thru this.. i need some laughter during this awful * spam alert *..laughter is the best thing for me. but right now ill take a bullet to the head.im just so b*tchy today.i just want to crawl in a hole.god,,,,,,give me the strenth.
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Sat Sep 10, 2005 12:51 pm |
thank you!You need a good laugh?Go towww.ebaumsworld.com its hilarious! the videoclips are so funny....I know that you feel bad,but you are on your way,only that counds! Its always helpful to do lots of sport,so you dont think about cigs,and will be happy with an even better body!You can see results through sport,but not through stop smoking,that can be frustrating...
I know,you make it!!! Lots of love! |
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Sun Sep 11, 2005 7:40 am |
Like some others have said,the Allen Carr easy way to quit smoking is a really good book,he really changes the way you think about smoking and your whole attitude towards it. I havent had a smoke since I read it 6 months ago
P.s I have had a few moments when ive been tempted especially when drinking but i just think of some points he makes in book and resist the urge. |
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Sun Sep 11, 2005 1:34 pm |
NO CIG TODAY !!!!! yesterday only had 4 . today none. just the nicotrol inhaler.. i made myself sleep the last 2days. thats the only thing that got my mind off of smoking a cig. and today i had alot going on and didnt smoke... but if i had a cig i probably would have lite one up ... so , so far so good. going back to bed. thank god my family can take care of them self's.. have a good one
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Sun Sep 11, 2005 8:06 pm |
YEEAAAAAAAAAAAA Lassie!!!! Great job!!!
I'm getting closer...my last day at my job is 9/20. I've got a prick of a boss(not using as an excuse) BUT he makes me puff like a chimney!!!!
I'm gonna go back to school for 3 mos. and work part-time and GO BROKE , but it's so well worth it for me and my sanity! Gonna try quitting the 21st!
Keep it up Lassie...you'll make it! |
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Sun Sep 11, 2005 9:41 pm |
 yeah!Im so proud of you!Thats the best way to start my day stay this way! |
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Mon Sep 12, 2005 4:32 am |
thank you guys.. uhg. its hard. i have to keep something in my hands and some peppermints at all times..and lifeplyr, when ya try to quit and if you fail just keep tryin. thats what i did. and i smoked for 30 yrs.i cant believe i have done this so far.but i do want one soooo bad.first i had to make myself cut down and only allow so many a day. really though when i first tried , i couldnt do it.. i cried and bought a pack went to the beach and was hiding and smoked almost a whole pack to get it out of my system. i was there by myself for hours till almost dark...it took almost 2weeks for this day.now im just using the inhaler. i sleep with it.. ok. thats how bad it is.i still cant say im a quitter. maybe a cigarette quitter.BUT I WANT ONE NOW... its just awful.i slept all weekend so i wouldnt feel so bad.ya have to make your own way of quitting. and cold turkey is not my way.lets do this together. and dont lie to me. tell me the truth. i lied for awhile.its hard enough to quit. if you say the 21st get ready now.start trying to cut down...stay intouch. and luvz ya smarty.. . BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT . bye
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Mon Sep 12, 2005 5:03 am |
you are on your way,thats evrything that counts!It is a hard,hard time,and you can be proud of yourself!maybe evry single day seems to be hell,and maybe it seems like a never ending story,maybe you wanna cry and screem at the same moment, evry day, all day long...but someday you will reach your target,evry day is a step closer to it! You cant stop something immediatly, that you did for almost 30 years!And someday you can look at yourself,knowing that youve made it!(I am silly,I know,but thats the way it is )
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Mon Sep 12, 2005 5:30 am |
do you smoke sweety ? you dont have to tell if ya dont want to.you can always email me. only a smoker would know what im talking about or going thru. i really love that your talking about this with me.it does make it easier when there is someone to bitch at that understands. and not judged i really want to smoke. but i just dont want to blow what i have done so far. my friend has made it to 12 days now.. and i cant wait until i can say i made 12 days. she has her bad days too. but she is much stronger than me. its just so funny that i can smell wierd things and my voice sounds different to me. maybe its just in my head lol. maybe im going nuts by now. who knows.i wish i could go back to sleep but i cant.. i have alot of running for my sick mom today. and everytime i get in the car i want to light up.  well i hope i get thru this day. im home alone finally and i keep thinking.no one will know if i smoke.... BUT ME. but im not going to. talk to you later.
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Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:22 am |
No,I did never smoked im my life!(I have Astha,cigs are too mad for me) I am verry empathic,but most of the time I dont dare to say something,cause I am afrait to be wrong I can feel the same feelings like the person wich I look in the eyes.Im happy for it,cause thats the way I can help them,I dedicated my live to help others.(wich is verry difficould in english,because I cant really express what I wanna say)
for sure I dont judge you,how could I?There are so many people out there,with so many foulds but all these people has equally so many good sides,wich I do see!I cant hate people,just their behavoir..And,really, being a great person who smokes is not like a serial killer! |
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